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Monday, January 19, 2009

( @ 9:45 PM )

What do i see? Why is it i only see that? I tell my eyes to find something else, but my mind won't change. I tell myself i want to change, but my mind won't change, and my heart's not helping either. Am i so caught in this?

It's time to move on, but yet time does not seem to move. Or at least my mind and heart do not want to believe that time is moving on, I say move on, but my body won't listen. Deep down inside i know it cannot be, but up on the surface, I cannot seem to stop hoping. Am i so caught in this?

In reality time has passed, but in my perceived reality nothing has changed, i tell myself what's gone is gone, there can be no taking back, the promises i made, the things i did, all done, never to be taken back, there is no point back there but to move on, still i can't help but to think back. Am i so caught in this?

Behind the facade of smiles, therein lies the real you, this i can tell because no one can be like that and not have any problems of their own. Even I might be your problem, but i still wish you'd tell me. Even though i know it will not be like last time, i still hope. Am i so caught in this?

There are so many things i want to say, so many things i want to do, but they will have to wait. What is it i see? Why is it so hard to let go?

zomg damn emo... snap out of it lukas!



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