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Name: ruannerway
Age: 18
School: ACJC
Birthday: 11/02/1991
About you: I'm just a guy, looking for answers.



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Monday, March 30, 2009

( @ 9:37 PM )

Kay, i haven't blogged in like... 10 days.

During the course of 10 days, i have been through 2 Sundays, and both Sundays the theme for the sermon were the same, that is "What is the kingdom of God?" And i must say, I am glad that i went to sanctuary cos the sermon's were really inspiring and insightful.

I thank God for seeing me through terms, I thank God for every morning i wake up, there's just so much to thank Him for, it is never ending.

During this period leading up to SYF, i seem to have lost my motivation to teach my juniors, i need a boost of some sort, could someone maybe motivate me? I, on the other hand, actually enjoy my private lessons though i have to travel insanely far just to get to the ls's house, but i really like the lessons and my skills are improving! at last!

NAPFA SOON



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Friday, March 20, 2009

( @ 9:26 PM )

I hate holidays. They give you so much free time to think, and when you have so much time to think, your mind wanders off and you start thinking about things which you usually don't think about during term.

Not too long ago, a friend whom i met at music camp but i never really talked to, a very pro ruanner btw, told me alot of stuff about the music circle, which i must say is quite scary, but nonetheless i THINK i almost had a close encounter with one of the scary things that might happen. Scary, but still, i will love my instrument...

Terms is coming up, and i've prepared, i know i have... Or maybe i haven't prepared enough, i don't know, when i feel the fear of terms approaching, when i feel the urgency to study, i just can't seem to get down to it... I need something to build my momentum up again.

My life is starting to take a turn, nothing seems to be right at the moment... And quite frankly... death doesn't seem so bad now.



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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

( @ 8:16 AM )

And so... CO camp is over THANK GOODNESS! It was really really tiring, and now i can finally get back to studying for terms.

The camp overall was quite okay i guess, my juniors definitely improved, whether a lot or a little i'm not sure, but they have improved. I can't imagine what the weeks leading up to SYF will be like, i think i'll just die from exhaustion or sth haha.

One thing i like about my juniors is that they try, that's what's really important. Whether or not you make it into SYF, you know you've put in the effort, and there are at least 2 concerts for you to play. SO, yes... my tanbo section...



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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

( @ 3:54 PM )

Well, i think from now on I'm going to write about Christian songs that really hit me. Cos recently i was wondering how come i can sense the feeling of the song when it is like... a hymn or something, or at least a song that carries a significant meaning. Actually I'm quite sure all gospel songs carry some meaning, but somehow for some i just can't seem to get. I think it's because of all the accompaniment that comes with it.

But... I'll do that on my next post. For now, today i just discovered something, i tried to act like i didn't care, but something told me to. Not because of reasons i thought, but because my morals were telling me to. And now, i think i should rectify the problem, even if it means ruining a friendship... or maybe i should pray about it. Actually i think i shall pray about it first, and see whether i should do it.

WOOHOO!!! NO CHINESE! And because of that, I'm in the school com lab now -.-



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Sunday, March 08, 2009

( @ 10:45 PM )

-Where your treasure is, that is where your heart will follow.-

I'm glad i went to Sanctuary for Main service today, it was kinda exactly what i needed. Away from all the youth worship, all the loud noises and all the jokes during sermons. I've always felt an inclination to go for main service, but my job in the cell group has me going for youth instead, as well as my friends. Not that i'm blaming them. I thank God for my cell, they're a really great bunch of friends, but i guess my spiritual needs exceeds them at times.

Today Rev Huang gave a sermon on the kingdom of God and what it is, how to find it. He read from the bible, Matthew 6:33 "Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you" As stated from above, "where your treasure is, that is where your heart will follow" Rev Huang said that you can make anything your treasure, it need not be expensive, it may be something valuable, but nothing in other people's eyes. Honestly speaking, i immediately thought of someone. But that's beside the point. The point is that, if you make God your treasure, that is where your heart will follow. And the kingdom of God is within all of us apparently, all of us have it, and even though we try to find it, we always miss it because our heart is not there, meaning that there is something else we treasure more than God.

Today i knelt down at the altar and prayed. I prayed for strength and wisdom for this period. I prayed that God will see me through, and of course i prayed for my friends and family as my dad is going to train to KL, and my friends all have their own heavy commitments. I feel we need God now more than ever. I've never felt so spiritually dry before. My mum told me once, you get high, but the higher you get, the more down you're going to feel. This is it, the down period...

Alot of things hit me today, but i cannot list them all out today, i'm running out of time as i have put a curfew on myself. I shall post again soon.

-Where your treasure is, that is where your heart will follow-

And God does care apparently, and just for Him, i will carry on.



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Saturday, March 07, 2009

( @ 9:58 PM )

Well, today i briefed the CO on the the CO camp, i understand that it is close to terms, but please at least be freaking responsible, and stop being so childish and think of those around you.



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