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Name: ruannerway
Age: 18
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Birthday: 11/02/1991
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Sunday, April 26, 2009

( @ 8:13 PM )

Hey you, tell me something. Why is it i can't seem to forget you? Or perish the feelings i have for you? It's been so long, and yet... these feelings are still in me. Why? Can you tell me why?



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Sunday, April 19, 2009

( @ 10:26 PM )

Today was the SYF rehearsal at SCH. I feel that the CO could've done much better, this rehearsal was definitely not the best, not even close in fact. Maybe the orchestra was intimidated by the stage i don't know, but i think it'll be pretty scary on SYF day, so we must prepare ourselves mentally. My fret came out today, panicked a little, then just played on without it and changed ruan after the song. I hope something like that doesn't happen on the day of competition itself.

After that very very short 1 hour of practice, met MR TONG WEI JIE at the lobby, apparently boon lay secondary booked the slot after ours, and their syf is like.. tomorrow, and they're the first school... All the best to them man. And to barker CO also, all the best for tomorrow. Go for GOLD! (w/ honors)



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Sunday, April 12, 2009

( @ 7:42 PM )

There's only one word to describe this... "done" Yep, i'm done! That's it, no more staying back in school anymore for extra CO practices. I've put in my best but i've gotten nothing in return, except more tiredness. I'm sick and tired of all the whining and complaining, and all the accusations, when all i've done is just to make you guys better players, everything i've taught, everything i do, all the drills, i do for your benefit, and yet i'm the one being called the "sadist" even when it doesn't hurt.

When it's time to be friends, i'll be your best friend, but when it comes to teaching and learning, i'm the teacher, you're the student, and too bad for you guys, i'm the best in the instrument in the school, so you better jolly well listen up. But that doesn't matter anymore, i've lost all drive to teach, and honestly, i couldn't give one cotton-picking piece of shit how SYF turns out anymore or how people are going to see you guys as.

Now i know how teachers feel when students are disrespectful, and it really sucks.
but i'm not a teacher, so i guess i can stop when i want to, i'm not being paid, hell, i'm not even getting any CIP hours for this shit i stay back for on fridays and saturdays.

I will not curse and swear though i have a very strong urge too, i will not break things cos i've already punched walls. If God tells me to do so, then I will do, if He doesn't... then forget it, i ain't gonna sacrifice anymore for a bunch of ungrateful juniors.

That's it! i'm DONE.



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Thursday, April 09, 2009

( @ 10:39 PM )

Okay okay, i'll just conclude that... I'm now not afraid anymore, of what? Ask me and maybe i'll tell you. And being a christian is not a walk in the park, being a holy one i mean, it's gonna be tough, but slowly and surely i will be one day.

Okay, lately i've been very very very busy, like busy to the max can? Just so you know, here's a brief summary on how an average week will/has be/been like for me...

Monday: School till 1:10pm. Seems early ain't it? In fact, this is probably the best day of my week after Sunday, but yeah... So school till 1:10pm. then i've got blardy ACtive club at 4:30pm, and this lasts till 6:00pm, and in the morning i have mass PE, so basically it's one of the most physically tiring days. Get home at around 7:00pm or so. Then there's all the homework and blah blah blah.

Tuesday: ACtive in the morning, 30minute jog. Then school all the way till 3:10. Then currently there's CO practice, but i don't go for that, why? Cos i've got tuition, 6:00pm to 8:00pm, so i usually study till it's time to leave. And i only get home at about 8:30pm. And by that time, i'm dead tired...

Wednesday: I have officially declared this day the worst day in the week. School ends at 1:50pm, but then there's CO till about 5:30pm, (6:00pm now that it's nearing SYF), and then, after CO there's tuition from 7:00pm to 9:00pm... this is what i call... insane... I'm usually shagged to the max after tuition...

Thursday: School's out at 4:30pm. The i now have Chem SSP till 6:00pm, after which i have to rush down to marine parade (1.5hrs hrs bus ride) for lessons at 8:00pm, and that ends at 9:00pm, after which another 1.5 hour trip back to school, and 20minutes to get home, estimated time of arrival at home... 11:00pm. And yes, as usual, damn tired.

Friday: School's out at 2:10pm, but then there's self sectionals at 4:30pm, this will last till about 5:30pm-6:00pm. After which i have tuition again from 6:30pm-8:30pm.. and of course, tired...

Saturday: CO, from 8:30AM till 6/7:00PM. Madness, dog tired...

Sunday: Church, after which nap and then spam weekend homework...

NICE TIMETABLE! Oh and, i got A for PW, just like 80%+++ of the cohort, as well as probably most of the J2's nationwide -.-"



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Monday, April 06, 2009

( @ 1:50 PM )

Okay, i'm back now in school to finish what i've started. So as i've said yesterday... we christians have lost the "holiness" so to speak, due to ourselves not wanting to leave our comfort zones, i mean.. c'mon, who is actually willing to leave his/her comfort zone? Like practically... no one... So the pastor while he did say that it wasn't easy, also said that it was about to get tougher as it requires more than just stepping out of our comfort zones. Look at Jesus's disciples, did they have it easy? Obviously not, they had to lay down everything they had, leave it behind, and follow Jesus. So we, like them, in finding holiness, must first surrender all out worldly possessions in order to fully follow Jesus, and that... Is not easy, in fact... It could possibly the most tough task on Earth to do, but yet... In order to be holy, we must do this... Seems unfair doesn't it? Haha.

Okay, blog more when i get back home...



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Sunday, April 05, 2009

( @ 10:49 PM )

"For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit." Romans 14:17

This was the verse on the front cover today on the wesley weekly. I think it says a lot. Today's speaker, Rev Lawrence Seow, was a Assembly of God speaker, so i guess he kinda knew how to get attention and all that which was pretty good, most of the old people i used to see sleeping were awake today. Anyway, today's message was about holiness, and what it costs you. He said something about how we care more about fashion than passion, and are pathetic rather than prophetic. Which is really quite true, the modern church today is beginning to seem more and more like this. We (modern day Singaporean Christians) have forgotten how to be holy, why? It's because we don't want to leave our comfort zones, i'll do a more detailed explanation tomorrow, i think this is really worth touching on.

And i'm sorry to my cell group at YM, but i feel that this sermon theme on "Seeking the Kingdom of God" would really benefit me alot.

Oops, being chased off now. Till tomorrow.



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